Do I Really Have To?

Center City on a bus
 Feelings change from want to must
 So I pushed the meaning to it all
 I carry you from place to place said,
 "This is how I spend my days,
 Do you understand my shape, my form?"
 Do I really have to let you go?
 Not if I don't want to
 Last night spent on the couch
 Felt your heartbeat pounding out
 Sounds like someone's footsteps on the floor
 I dreamt we walked from room to room
 Opened doors into those parts of you
 All the memories that I have of us before
 Do I really have to let you go?
 Do I really have to?
 When someone you love dies
 You never question where they've gone
 Like landscapes under snow
 They're blocks you build more life upon
 They're the corner of your eye
 Their quiet arms still comfort you
 Do I really have to?
 Do I really have to let you go?
 Do I really have to?