Undercurrent

I made a thousand mistakes, I know
 Trying to get better every day, and grow
 But the voice inside of me still show the
 Nightmares of what could have been, I chose
 To live a better life
 And come out of the shadows
 That took away my pride and hope
 But if the voices inside of me still show
 I'll make them a part of me and grow
 Take me out of control
 I am ready if I take on the night
 Go on get it right
 Take me out of control
 I am ready if I take on the night
 Go on get it right
 Feeling contented whenever there's pain and pressure and it follows me
 And all of these struggles relented if misery keeps all my company
 When the pain becomes a comfortable place, it's just a familiar face
 Create your mold and deviate the
 Road that's setting limits to your pace
 Funneling all these choices through the veins up on this highway
 And all is wavy when I'm posted up in my lane
 I am ready to grow, relinquishing control
 Setting my sights on all new goals and distinguishing my role
 Take me out of control
 I am ready if I take on the night
 Go on get it right
 Take me out of control
 I am ready if I take on the night
 Go on get it right
 Taken aback by the times I failed to see your words as lies
 You indicate then inflate worries of this wasted life
 When I seem to gain a slight semblance of my own control,
 You rear your head back as a way to see it through that I should know
 Can't stop me no
 Can't stop me now, I won't be controlled
 Out of control
 With everything in the palm of my
 Hand I'll grasp it tight, won't let go
 Take me out of control
 I am ready if I take on the night
 Go on get it right
 Take me out of control
 I am ready if I take on the night
 Go on get it right
 Take me out of control
 I am ready if I take on the night
 Go on get it right
 I was afraid before but now I'm on my way up
 These voices in my head told me that I'm not enough
 With all the time I spent running from my dark side
 I now embrace the shadow cast on me by this life