Reap My Scars

One night, I woke up and screamed, I looked behind my back
 A cold disease caught me
 I tried to imagine the next day
 Nothingness called my name
 I thought I'd been loved and protected;
 I was wrong; I'm alone
 Nothingness called my name
 I believed I was stronger, but the truth caught me up
 I have to fight alone
 Born alone, die alone
 These are real verses
 Reap my scars
 My only victory
 Is to live my lifestyle only for myself
 I thought I'd been loved and protected;
 I was wrong; I'm alone
 I spilled these tears for nothing
 I believed it was just a dream,
 A holy dream that you offered me
 A stolen life that you granted me
 I spilled these tears for nothing
 I believed it was just a dream
 One night, I woke up and screamed, I looked behind my back
 A cold disease caught me
 I tried to imagine the next day
 Nothingness called my name
 I thought I'd been loved and protected;
 I was wrong; I'm alone
 A lifeless pawn is what I left behind
 Belated wisdom now flowing through my mind
 A strong resolve and focus in my sight
 Will bring me further, and smash all in my wake (wake, ...)
 I spilled these tears for nothing
 I believed it was just a dream,
 A holy dream that you offered me
 A stolen life that you granted me
 I spilled these tears for nothing
 I believed it was just a dream