Self-Hatred

Self hatred
 That's the illness suffers me
 Self hatred
 The devil still won't let me go
 I told you before
 The thing I hate the most
 That's me
 Tell me how to overcome
 Doctor? teacher? friends?
 I don't wanna talk to you about it
 See, as soon as I start talking you, ignore too
 It's too late
 I would rather die
 I'm tired of this kind of words
 It's too late
 I don't even want to sing anymore
 I was almost over
 Almost died
 Many times but I'm barely alive
 So I decided to be a different person
 Not sure it's right
 That made me want to see myself in the past
 I just wanted relief
 I'm that kind of a guy
 Will I make it?
 So, I can see you
 Tell me, who you are?
 Tell me your fucking name?
 You took my heart and don't let go
 For what reason? it isn't painful
 It isn't painful
 Each time I become unable to know who I am
 What I want to do
 Maybe I don't have to be strong
 If I don't forget myself
 If I don't forget myself
 I decided to be a different person
 Not sure, it's right
 That made me wanna see myself in the past
 I just wanted relief
 I'm that kind of a guy
 Will I make it?
 I can see you
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 Scratched my heart and all I got was loneliness
 The old me is disappearing
 This is my worth
 Scratched my heart and all I got was loneliness
 The old me is disappearing
 This is my worth
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 This is my worth
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 I'm myself
 Don't forget
 Come back (here again) before it fades away
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 What do you want from me?
 You asked me someday
 I knew the answer, long ago
 What do you want from me?
 You asked me someday
 I knew the answer long ago
 I just wanted relief
 I'm that kind of a guy
 I decided to be a different person
 Not sure, it's right
 That made me want to see myself in the past
 I just wanted relief
 I'm that kind of a guy
 Will I make it?
 I can see you
 Self hatred
 Today, I met who I used to be yesterday
 I decided to be a different person
 Not sure, it's right
 Made me wanna see myself in the past
 I just wanted relief
 I'm that kind of a guy
 Will I make it?
 Oh, I can see you
 Oh, I can see you