Balance

I can't just constantly settle for less
 You can't be poppin' without looking fresh
 Swear that my time isn't in how i dress
 If I Put on some Gucci I feel like the rest
 Put on some Chucks I go back to my old self
 Where holding it down was a personal test
 No one but Nipsey would preach to invest
 Panned out to be nothing I could have guessed
 You should get everything off of your chest
 Pressure is real never put it to rest
 It's the one single thing pushing me I have left
 Drinks on the rocks one for me one for shorty
 Picturing things I'ma see in my forties
 Type of release that I get when recording
 Lot of this talking just really ain't for me
 If I don't reply hope you know that I'm listening
 I don't say bye at the functions I slip out
 So much of my father in me thats its sickening
 Hold myself well I don't flip out
 The Chamberlain jersey fit right its a knock off
 Actions are louder so don't even talk
 Back to the party just wait till it pop off
 Don't talk to a P you'll end up with your top off
 Its back to my ways back to those days
 Back to a problem we calling out fades
 Clearing my thinking what goes and what stays
 Smoking and drinking been spending my days but
 Tell me life's so real
 And the price just build
 Tell my ex girl chill
 Playing no games still
 Know what time gon' heal
 Reach in and try me I really get bored a lot
 Beat is so vibey my flow is unorthodox
 I don't be bringing up hoes that I sort of got
 Here for today and then gone as expected
 I'm growing maturing myself so except it
 Keeping up with me could prove to be hectic
 See I'm not afraid to engage in a conflict
 You spend to invest make it back and then profit
 You ain't doing enough if you don't feel exhausted
 I found something special in four years I lost it
 I'm too far to slow up
 Too down lets go up
 I feel like its Hennessy night so lets pour up alright
 Tell me life's so real
 And the price just build
 Tell my ex girl chill
 Playing no games still
 Know what time gon' heal