August Diaries

I tried to keep a diary
 To let it out away from me
 Maybe
 I should've burned your memory
 Instead I let it ruin me
 You see
 Watching the moon I feel its pain
 Idyllic but cold inside
 Eating my soul you're shattering, I love you boy
 You were my sin so hard to hide
 But I'll promise than from now on
 You're gone
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 It's been a while since you and me
 Have shared a real memory
 You see
 I feel the need, quietly
 To have you here close to me
 Maybe
 Watching the moon I feel its pain
 Idyllic but cold inside
 Eating my soul you're shattering, I love you boy
 You were my sin so hard to hide
 But I'll promise that from now on
 You're gone
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 All I remember
 Cold like December
 She cries on the sofa
 Still wating for him to call her
 But she shouldn't notice
 It was only August
 The cold that she felt wasn't from the weather
 Was from his poison