Fortune

here I am talking 'bout discoveries
 emptyness, how silly everything can be
 my words are strong
 my acts are weak
 the truth is different
 I wanted all
 now I am standing here, don't give a damn
 I am lost in my past, in reality
 it drones in my head? a weird tone
 it sounds like
 I didn't lose
 I think there must be more
 I think there must be more
 but I don't wanna wait
 but I don't wanna
 but I don't wanna wait
 The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
 Not a chance to show my capability
 I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad
 The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
 Not a chance to show my capability
 I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad
 here I am hiding my head in sand
 here I am swearing I am innocent
 don't wanna crawl, don't wanna sink
 all on my own
 I wanted all
 but it's hard to believe
 I will stand on the top of the world
 and smile down
 who will tell me where it is at all
 who will tell me how to get there
 'cause I don't wanna wait
 I don't wanna
 I don't wanna
 I don't wanna wait
 The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
 Not a chance to show my capability
 I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad
 The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
 Not a chance to show my capability
 I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad
 I wanted all
 but it's hard to believe
 I will stand on the top of the world
 'cause I don't wanna wait
 I don't wanna wait
 The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
 Not a chance to show my capability
 I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad
 The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
 Not a chance to show my capability
 I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad
 The fucking Fortune is not
 The fucking Fortune is not
 The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me