Nine

It wasn't just the way I couldn't keep my hands off her
 It wasn't just that in her image I found divinity
 It wasn't just that I could see her history through those eyes
 It wasn't just the taste my salvation on her lips
 You make it very very hard
 You make it so hard to hate myself
 The way I have always loved
 It wasn't just the way she was a chance to be complete
 It wasn't just the way she lifted the ground so I could walk again
 It wasn't just the way she made it beat for the first time
 It wasn't just the way she made it beat for the last time
 You make it very very hard
 You make it so hard to hate myself
 The way I have always loved
 I've been thinking so much lately of my other half
 Digging my heart of the soil in which it lies.
 But my world is always falling, an endless occupation
 No blessing could ever hide, behind this disguise
 You make it very very hard
 You make it so hard to hate myself
 The way I have always loved