Falling Apart

I don't believe what a fool I've been
 Crashing into your lives again and again
 One day I'll repair broken thoughts in my head
 I pinch my skin there's no feeling
 Choking under an ocean of rain
 Am I going insane? Does it matter?
 chasing off to what never been real
 tell me why do I feel I'm together
 'Cause I'm not falling in love
 I'm falling apart
 and I'm getting confused
 Cause I'm loosing my heart
 I'm so bloody messed up
 I don't know where to start sick of hurting
 I tried so hard, I'm not falling in love
 Don't go hiding behind the same old disguise
 Caught up in that place that holds you frozen inside
 I burned the sky so you could find your way
 You leave me here in the dark bleeding
 Drowning under a desert of rain
 And I going insane?
 Does it matter?
 Im craving something much warmer than steel
 Tell me why do I feel I'm together
 I'm not falling in love
 I'm falling apart
 And I'm getting confused
 Cause I'm loosing my heart
 I'm so bloody messed up
 I don't know where to start sick of hurting
 I'm trying I'm trying I'm not falling in love
 Looking over an ocean of pain
 If I took all the blame would it matter?
 cause I'm not falling in love
 I'm falling apart
 and I'm getting confused
 Cause I'm loosing my heart
 I'm so bloody messed up
 I don't know where to start, sick of hurting
 I'm trying so hard
 I'm falling apart
 I'm falling apart