Sellthehousesellthecarsellthekidsfindsomeoneelseforgetiti'mnevercomingbackforgetit

I lost more sleep than I can say
 And blurred the lines between the days
 Pour myself another cup
 Put one out, light another up
 My mind's stopped making any sense
 I've lost track of the present tense
 Don't want to leave, don't want to stay
 I'd kill to bring back yesterday
 Folded up and left for dead
 The things I wish I would have said
 The times I should have turned and run
 But the damage was already done
 And I dug myself a deeper hole
 Raked myself over the coals
 Reason brings redemption
 But redemption won't be mine
 Suppressed my frustration, but it returned
 Lost in the translation, I'm not concerned
 Smoke 'em if you got 'em 'cause we're never gonna learn
 And dance upon the ashes of this world
 Got hours more and miles to go
 I feel the clock begin to slow
 Play the hand that I was dealt
 By the enemy that is myself
 If I don't get out from under this
 I might never know what I fucking missed
 I'm at the breaking point
 But don't know where to draw the line
 Suppressed my frustration, but it returned
 Lost in the translation, I'm not concerned
 Smoke 'em if you got 'em 'cause we're never gonna learn
 And dance upon the ashes of this
 I'm ticking like a fucking bomb
 Had the best of intentions
 My resolve outlasts my apprehensions
 Won't be the first time, not gonna be the last
 I looked ahead through bleary eyes and wondered what was left
 Wondered will I pass the test?
 I lost myself and I found myself
 Then I lost it all again
 It comes down to me in the end
 The more I know, the less I comprehend
 It comes down to me in the end