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Oh, every time I try to fall asleep, I drift away
 It's always something on my mind or nothing at all
 Every time I try to run away, I run out of luck
 I feel like something's missing
 I feel like nothing matters
 When no one seems to listen, I feel like I don't matter
 Been climbing up this ladder that never seems to end
 And I wanna close this chapter and finally start again (finally start again)
 See I've gone by, got no time but I still try
 I'll run by with no lights
 Searching for you far away
 Closing all that's left of me
 There're parts of me I don't know anymore
 I've hung up signs and I locked all the doors
 There're only traces in my memories
 The person I am is not how you still remember me
 I built the cage and I shut myself in
 So I could learn from the things that I did
 But it only made me hate me
 I'm turning into all the monsters that you made me
 I get upset so easily
 I think everyone is mean to me, yeah
 So I've been trying to change my point of view
 Everyone acts so differently
 When they reach their limits mentally, yeah
 Some try to run, while others let it run its course
 See I've gone by, got no time but I still try
 I'll run by with no lights
 Searching for you far away
 Closing all that's left of me