Ghost of Mariano's

I've been
 Watchin' lots of TV
 Gave up on my sleeping
 Trying not to hate myself
 Eating shit that makes me
 Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherfucker
 It's 4 a.m. and I'm supposed to be at work at 10
 But I fucking hate my job
 So I'll sleep in
 I hope they fire me
 'Cause I'm no quitter
 I've got a paper due on Tuesday that I haven't even started
 Who really cares about the end result if I didn't try
 'Cause it's all bullshit
 It's getting colder outside these days
 And I've been
 Watchin' lots of TV
 Gave up on my sleeping
 Trying not to hate myself
 Eating shit that makes me
 Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherfucker
 In the end we're all the same
 Just empty smiles with forgettable names
 Your excuses don't mean anything to me
 My family thinks I have potential but I waste it all on things that shouldn't matter
 (But to me it really matters)
 'Cause it take my mind
 Off the future
 I tell myself that if I can't pay for my college
 Then I'll run away and live inside a van until I figure out
 Who I really am
 'Cause I don't know who I really am
 And I'm running out of time
 And I've been
 Watchin' lots of TV
 Gave up on my sleeping
 Trying not to hate myself
 Eating shit that makes me
 Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherfucker
 So long to everything that I love
 So long to everyone that I love
 So long to everything that I love
 So long to everyone that I love
 So long to everything that I love
 So long to everyone that I love
 So long to everything that I love
 That I love (so long)
 'Cause I've been
 Watchin' lots of TV
 Gave up on my sleeping
 Trying not to hate myself
 Eating shit that makes me
 Feel like I'm a lazy, greasy motherfucker