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I wouldn't call this happy
 But it's something
 I wouldn't call this blissful
 But it's something
 I'm cleaner
 Than I was (than I was)
 Than I was (than I was)
 Cleaner than I was
 Thought I would've pulled the plug by now (by now)
 Thought I would've pulled the plug by now
 You waited (you waited)
 I waited too
 You waited
 I waited too
 I coulda been cowboy, coulda been a rockstar, coulda been an astronaut
 Coulda been a doctor, coulda been a boxer, coulda played basketball
 But I waited
 I wouldn't call this happy
 I'd call it alcohol (I'd call it alcohol)
 Wouldn't call it lonely
 I'd call it nothing at all
 Call it apathy, call it atrophy
 Lonely all the time now
 Lonely all the time now
 Anxious all the time now
 Bored out of my mind
 Thought I would've pulled the plug by now
 You waited (you waited)
 I waited too
 You waited
 I waited too
 I coulda been cowboy, coulda been a rockstar, coulda been an astronaut
 Coulda been a doctor, coulda been a boxer, coulda played basketball