Take My Life - Please

Check my pulse ... with a razor
 feel it beat ... on the edge of a blade
 cut my throat ... to spite my spirit
 fear and pain and anger fade ... i'm not afraid
 Once i loved my fellow man
 now i'm just disgusted
 nothing goes the way i plan it
 no one can be trusted
 first they stole my innocence
 then i sold my youth
 nothing here makes any sense
 no one ever tells the truth
 You say stop ... but i'm already done
 you say stay ... but i'm already gone
 you say what? ... but i'm already fucked
 you say wait! ... i ... self destruct): reality is killing me :(Smash the phone ... nobody home
 lock the door ... load the pistol
 finger on the trigger ... pull it!!!
 suck the bullet from the barrel
 You say what? ... but i'm already fucked
 you say wait! ... i ... self destruct
 you say stop! ... but i'm already done
 you say stay! ... but i'm already gone
 Take my life ...please