I’m Not Ready

I said one in a million and I see it with my eyes
 I said you one in a million and I feel it when they're closed
 I said you one in a million and I need you by my side
 But I'm not ready, no I'm not ready
 No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me
 It's best you stay away from me
 Oh, I'm not ready
 Cause I'm not ready
 No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me
 It's just best you stay away from me
 Oh, I'm not ready
 Cause I'm not ready
 I'm not ready to picture you getting ready and
 Losing weight for the wedding that you dreamed of
 When I'm not sure I'm ready to receive love
 I grew up with my parents in two separate houses
 I used to always have two Christmases but now I'm finding
 That it's bigger then that
 I always overlooked it growing up
 And now it's hard to even picture
 All my kids coming from one
 Women that I love and that's not your fault
 I don't know if it's cause my past or am I talking out my
 Ass, 'cause I had a glass of that shit I said I'd never drink
 But it's 12:30 in the morning and it help me speak
 About the things that's heavy on my heart
 I know he'll understand
 One day I'll never need this poison to help me be a man
 And say what's on my mind
 Disregarding whoever in the room
 I hate recording with all deez people
 Please clear the room so I can see
 Eye to eye with just me
 How ima find myself with all these niggas watching me?
 But still I always said you
 One in a million and I see it with my eyes (I see it, I always see it)
 I said you one in a million and I feel it when they'rre closed
 I said you one in a million and I need you by my side
 But I'm not ready, no I'm not ready
 No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me
 It's best you stay away from me
 Oh, I'm not ready
 'Cause I'm not ready
 No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me
 It's just best you stay away from me
 oh, I'm not ready
 'Cause I'm not ready
 Most call it meeting the right one at the wrong time
 Maybe got the right shape but the wrong mind
 I believe everything's on time
 I believe everything happens for a reason
 Regardless of the religion you believe in
 Know this or know nothing
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 Yeah, uh, yeah
 I said one in a million and I see it with my eyes
 Yeah, I said you one in a million and I feel it when they're closed
 I, I you one in a... I'm sorry
 But I'm not ready, I'm not ready
 No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me
 It's best you stay away from me
 I'm not ready
 I'm not ready
 No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me
 It's just best you stay away from me
 I'm not ready
 I'm not ready, I'm not ready
 Bro, I done called you thirty fuckin' times
 Are you serious right now?
 I swear I 'bout to lose the one
 I swear I thought we's gonna be in love forever
 Now you just got me fucked up, like are you serious?
 Man I swear, sometimes you really act like yo' daddy
 I'm tired of you
 Hm, a'right