Letter to Olga

Hello my dear beloved Olga
 Allow me to introduce myself
 'Cause I can wait no longer
 Before I will destroy my health
 I'm writing you right now my dear
 To show how much I really care
 You don't know me but I'm so near
 My thoughts are flying in the air
 You are most beautiful, I know
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 You are the aim of many lives
 One thing I absolutely know is "No!"
 Your answer to my offer: "Will you be my wife?"
 Some say: "You never talk to her!
 Why don't you try to show her all your love?"
 But I will write to you before
 I'll cut my veins with this old knife
 There is no sense without your face
 Before my eyes, Without your lips
 which kiss my neck in a sweet embrace
 Brings tender shivers down my limbs
 Just me and you, imagine that
 I'll never get it all for real
 And people, what're you staring at?
 Just let me throw myself under the wheels
 And all I feel is emptiness
 Which kills my heart, and so it hurts
 It's you, my secret killer and my stress
 Because you rule my strengthless thoughts
 And all I know I always knew
 With someone else, for some kind of reason
 The angel was so close to you
 But you have chosen demon
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 You'll never know my lips and hands
 They were for you, it's not a game
 No hope! My life does not have sense
 I see no light, I feel no shame
 Before I leave I want to say
 I love you, And I will before I die
 And if that is the only way
 I will tonight, my love, Goodbye...