Withdrawl

Locked up in a cold dark place
 I was all Alone
 No one to call my own
 No where to call a home
 Staring at the mirror
 I can barely recognize myself
 This wasnt me a year ago
 This aint the one i used to know
 I got scars in my hand reminding me
 Of the dark days how i used to be
 Tryna fight all the demons inside of me
 And im doing this for my family
 And im tryna hold on
 Not tryna let it go
 And then my life turned around
 Now im sitting in the rehab thinking about life cuz
 I cant even sleep i got withdrawl yeah yeah yeah
 I really wanna die dont want withdrawl yeah yeah
 Did it one time and then i kept crying
 Daddy please dont leave by my side
 I really wanna die dont want withdrawl yeah yeah yeah
 I cant even sleep i got withdrawl yeah yeah yeah
 I really wanna die dont want withdrawl yeah yeah
 
 Did it one time and then i kept crying
 Daddy please dont leave by my side
 I really wanna die dont want withdrawl yeah yeah yeah
 Withdrawal
 Everyone that i know is cold
 The lord knows im sorry
 Didnt mean to let you down mom and daddy
 And im tryna heal it aint easy
 Nights are lonely
 Theres pain in my body and tummy
 Feeling like its raining when the shit is all sunny
 I just wanna live and i aint thinking about money
 Shivering in the cold remembering what momma told me
 A long time ago
 You dont need no body else you can be strong all alone and so
 So im tryna hold on
 Not tryna let it go
 And then my life turned around
 Now im sitting in the rehab thinking about life cuz
 I cant even sleep i got withdrawl yeah yeah yeah
 I really wanna die dont want withdrawl yeah yeah
 Did it one time and then i kept cryin
 Daddy please dont leave by my side
 I really wanna die dont want withdrawl yeah yeah yeah
 I cant even sleep i got withdrawl yeah yeah yeah
 I really wanna die dont want withdrawl yeah yeah
 Did it one time and then i kept crying
 Daddy please dont leave by my side
 I really wanna die dont want withdrawl yeah yeah yeah