Letter To My Son

Please, no pitty for a G,
 Tho i got a son that I barely get to see
 I see him for an hour, after that he got to leave
 On top of that, I only get to see him once a week!
 Yeah, right, lucky me.
 Well fuck? and whoever disagree
 I learned a valuable lesson, indeed
 But I'm just trying to be the best father I can be
 Apparently I'm an unfit father
 Cause all I know is dope and all I got is dirty dollars
 But I'm selling dope to help my family get farther
 Cause no 9 to 5 is gonna prevent us from starving
 I'm sorry jaylen, I don't get to see you like I want to
 I just want to let you know I want to
 If the court grant me visitation, then I'm going to
 But you're too young to understand what we going through.
 And your mama low-down
 She just doing everything to hurt me right now
 Why? Cause I don't love her like I used to
 So to get back at me, she knows she gotta use you
 And I don't know what else to do
 She don't understand that this shit will bruise you too
 And now I gotta take the bitch to court
 So either way, it's a lose-lose
 I'm writin a letter to my baby
 I'm writin a letter to my son
 Tell em things done got too crazy
 But it's not over, it's not done
 I told your mama I don't love her
 It made her trip and now she gone
 So I'mma be the better one, ima be the better one
 But I just wanna see my son.
 I tried talking to the bitch
 But she keep using you as a bargaining chip
 And I am not the one to be bargaining with
 That makes me wanna go and put my paws on that bitch
 I swear this shit ain't even right, bruh
 I ain't even got the chance to change your fuckin diaper
 This is what I get for going raw when I piped her
 Thinking that I loved her when I shouldn't have even liked her
 But I do not regret my child
 Stupid bitch, I just wanna see my child!
 Do what you may, but you will never make me bow
 Fuck child support, bitch; Take me to trial
 Why you wit this shit, cause I ain't read you no vows?
 Bitch move on, me and you ain't working out
 So what it matter if I move to work out?
 Long as i provide and put food in his mouth
 I'm writin a letter to my baby
 I'm writin a letter to my son
 Tell em things done got too crazy
 But it's not over, it's not done
 I told your mama I don't love her
 It made her trip and now she gone
 So I'mma be the better one, ima be the better one
 But I just wanna see my son.
 Matter fact, I'm in school right now
 In case the music don't work and I can put the work down
 My mama say this shit sure to work out,
 All the bullshit I'm going through
 To see my first child
 See his first steps, see his first smile
 Hear his first words, teach him how to count
 But I guess I been counted out
 Seeing as the bitch don't want me around
 When I speak to him, he don't recognize the sound
 The sound of my voice, so he just looks around
 I know she enjoy it, so I suck it up and smile
 But fuck that stupid bitch, I just wanna see my child!
 I'm writin a letter to my baby
 I'm writin a letter to my son
 Tell em things done got too crazy
 But it's not over, it's not done
 I told your mama I don't love her
 It made her trip and now she gone
 So I'mma be the better one, ima be the better one
 But I just wanna see my son