Hated Seeing You Cry

On your upstairs unit hallway-
 That's where this would all end
 Where the fatal words would land
 You were vulnerable at the time
 I thought, better you than I
 'Cause I didn't want to change
 And I hated seeing you cry
 Harmless fun
 We'll set like the sun
 And on and on the fish still come
 Swimming upstream is never fun
 Fighting for things I didn't want
 I was never meant to love you
 I just loved the feeling that I got when
 We'd fight and I'd leverage myself
 I remember when your father called me
 And told me to stay away
 I'd probably do the same for you
 But still I could not accept you left
 I'm lingering and ignorant
 Because I still didn't change
 But I hated seeing you cry
 Wasting time
 Watch but don't ask why
 And on and on the fish still come
 Swimming upstream is never fun
 Fighting for things that can't be won
 I was never meant to love you
 I just love the feeling that I got when
 We'd fight and I'd leverage myself
 Our veins twisted with each other
 That's what probably cut our circulation
 When we thought we would grow together
 We thought we would grow together
 They got tangled in the end
 And the words we left unsaid
 Only made it so I'd miss it
 Harmless fun
 We'll set like the sun
 Still on and on the fish will come
 Swimming upstream is never fun
 When you don't know what you want
 I was never here to love you
 I just loved the feeling that I got when
 We'd fight and I'd leverage myself
 Our veins twisted with each other
 That's what probably cut our circulation
 When we thought we would grow together
 We thought we would grow together