American Spirits

My mother's worried about my lungs
 But she should be worried about the distances I've gone
 And I'm still waiting to see the sun
 Because that's all I care about, I want to know your whereabouts
 I'm waiting hereafter
 I'm a cynic
 my hearts beating faster
 Don't speak
 because all I want's for you to listen
 but I know you don't have the time to love me
 and please see
 that's you're the one I'm missing
 and I'll never feel like I did when I was home
 My mothers worried about my thoughts
 cause she can't control them
 and neither can I