Livid

Bored, so I struck another dissonant chord
 Hate the sibilance, so what the fuck you listening for?
 I guess the worst type, is the ambivalent sort
 They wouldn't give you time of day, and not a quip or retort
 I'm saying, ain't no time for mopin'
 Step into the open
 Slippin' is addictive, and that shit is getting potent
 Hello little minnow, time to step into the ocean
 To starve it of your spirit, gives assurance to the blowfish
 But so goes it, incoherent when I wrote this
 Mainly a marijuana proponent, but
 I was lifted by the difference of the night
 Not a single unsupporter, not a serpentine in sight, okay
 You can circumvent a slew, but maybe not the crew
 And it grew, every dollar I accrued
 Got a motherfucker stressed, lookin' for a respite
 Marrying the game, and you gon' hate me like an ex wife
 Livid, I've been livid, I've been livid as fuck
 Tell me life is so exquisite, but they're living it up
 I'm getting livid, I've been livid, I've been livid as fuck
 Tell me life is so exquisite but they spit in his cup, I'm saying
 Livid, guess I gotta live it
 I am not repenting, until I'm sick of going independent
 I'm a motherfucking leech, hit 'em with a breach, you see
 'Cause shit's creek is bleak, and so it leaked
 You can hear the shrieks, some were not debriefed
 I'm a denizen, a fucking representative at least, like
 It ain't easy, it ain't easy
 I pushed away the last of my believers to appease me
 Don't keep me, hold me, don't bleed me
 Defunct funds, don't even do it discreetly, 'cause
 I'm dead broke, said the bank of hope
 I've eloped with the game, couldn't buy her a ring
 But I'm the motherfucking motor far as fire and ink
 The spare tire, the link, just gotta iron the kinks
 So go and praise me, hate me, debate me
 It doesn't phase me, I'll play the hook and then I'm Swayze
 Livid, I've been livid, I've been livid as fuck
 Tell me life is so exquisite, but they're living it up
 I'm getting livid, I've been livid, I've been livid as fuck
 Tell me life is so exquisite but they spit in his cup, I'm saying
 Looking at my case and it's open and shut
 I've been scoffing at a lesson I ain't soak in enough
 They ain't broke him enough, they ain't broke him enough
 You gotta stick the motherfucker just to open him up, I'm saying
 New vantage, new branding
 Who stepped aside, and who landed?
 Can't rectify the loose cannon
 Look into my eyes, it's like granite
 Never did I want to grow apart this way
 But I've gotta look at what the market say
 Tears fall, but I've got a chart display
 And I couldn't get a shot, but his arc is great
 I don't even know where to eat
 I've got beef with the good and the beast
 I can't sleep with gratuitous heat
 I'm knee deep so I couldn't retreat
 My CD, is the goodest of eats, so fuck yall