Monsters

I'm just a little bit of a mess
 I wear it all like a pretty dress
 Kind of exposed but honest
 I'm learnin' to love all of me
 I blame myself, I blame myself
 For all mistakes I made in between
 I blamed myself, I can't blame myself
 All those mistakes they made me me
 I built those bridges that you saw on fire
 You think I've lost it and my life's in dire
 Straight to the point, this is my vice, you know
 I'm not a victim, I am in control and you should know
 You don't know just what I'm made of
 You don't know just what I'm made of, love
 Why do we keep doing this to ourselves?
 I'm so sick of the monsters we're fed
 They keep chasing me down, running around my head
 And we scare ourselves, then blame ourselves
 When we don't know where we wanna go, or what we wanna do next
 What do you wanna do next?
 I will eclipse my former self
 Just so I can better serve you
 I will love vehemently
 You don't know just what I'm made of
 You don't know just what I'm made of, love
 Why do we keep doing this to ourselves?
 I'm so sick of the monsters we're fed
 They keep chasing me down, running around my head
 And we scare ourselves, then blame ourselves
 When we don't know where we wanna go, or what we wanna do next
 And I've been sat in the dark for too long
 Holding all of my truth for too long
 I wanna open my eyes
 I wanna speak my mind
 And I've been sat in the dark for too long
 Holding all of my truth for too long
 I wanna open my eyes
 I wanna speak my mind
 We've been sat in the dark for too long
 Holding all of our truth for too long
 We've gotta open our minds
 We've gotta be the light
 We've been sat in the dark for too long
 Holding all of our truth for too long
 We've gotta open our minds
 We've gotta be the light
 Straight to the point, this is my vice, you know
 I'm not a victim, I am in control and you should know
 You don't know just what I'm made of