Gethsemane

I only want to say
 If there is a way
 Take this cup away from me
 For I don't want to taste its poison
 Feel it burn me, I have changed
 I'm not as sure as when we started
 Then I was inspired
 Now I'm sad and tired
 Listen, surely I've exceeded expectations
 Tried for three years, seems like thirty
 Could you ask as much from any other man
 But if I die
 See the saga through and do the things you ask of me
 Let them hate me, hit me, hurt me, nail me to their tree
 I'd wanna know, I'd wanna know my God
 I'd wanna see, I'd wanna see my God
 Why I should die
 Would I be more noticed than I ever was before
 Would the things I've said and done matter any more
 I'd have to know, I'd have to know my Lord
 I'd have to know, I'd have to know my Lord
 I'd have to see, I'd have to see my Lord
 I'd have to see, I'd have to see my Lord
 If I die, what will be my reward
 If I die, what will be my reward
 I'd have to know, I'd have to know my Lord
 Why should I die
 Can you show me now that I would not be killed in vain
 Show me just a little of your omnipresent brain
 Show me there's a reason for your wanting me to die
 You're far too keen on 'where' and 'how' and not so hot on 'why'
 Alright I'll die
 Just watch me die
 See how I die
 Just, Just watch me die
 Just watch
 Just watch
 Then I was inspired
 Now, I'm sad and tired
 After all I've tried for three years
 And it seems like ninety
 So why then am I scared to finish what I started
 What you started I didn't start it
 God, thy will is hard
 But you hold every card
 I will drink your cup of poison
 Nail me to your cross and break me
 Bleed me, beat me, kill me, take me now
 Before I change my mind