Gillyweed

Yeah
 How you-, how you talking like you knew about my living at all
 We went and won up in the winter, while they stuck in the fall
 December got em' acting nervous, like when I'm at the mall
 'Cause everybody looking at me like they expecting a call, yeah
 And I ain't got the coverage
 And we ain't have a budget
 Just stayed stacking, steady laughing while they called us youngins
 She got that hourglass body, then you know we fucking
 How many times I gotta tell you that my time is coming?
 Been moving on from things that passed in my life
 Don't let your heart trick your mind into doing what's right
 I drink my rights into wrongs by the end of the night
 So, "Don't think and just write" was the greatest advice
 She really saying to my face "It ain't about who you know"
 And she in college for the shit I already learned on my own
 Asking "How come you ain't made it? You should study the Coles"
 It ain't a dollar to a dream unless you fucking with Hov, yeah
 And that's just how it go, we all playing the game
 We all out for the gold, we all out for the fame
 I ball out in the cold, I ball out in the rain
 It don't matter the goal, we all numbing the pain
 And that's just how it go, we all playing the game
 We all out for the gold, we all out for the fame
 I ball out in the cold, I ball out in the rain
 It don't matter the goal, we all numbing the pain, yeah
 How the lights turning on, if I ain't twisting the bulb?
 Pray the pain go away, Novacane in my skull
 Sold my life for a dream, sold your dream for a soul
 Michael Phelps with the love, sold my heart for the gold
 Same times, turn the same page, yeah
 Same story, it's the same day, yeah
 A week later in the same place, yeah
 A year gone, think I'm insane
 I can't function at the function 'less I'm fucked up
 And you the first person that I think of when I wake up
 I guess that means I'm fucking up my feelings and my paystubs
 And they said that I'm crazy, maybe that shit wasn't made up
 I keep on waking up and hustling on the same shit
 They love you when you up, but when you falling they go change quick
 A million in mind, can't stop the bullets when my brain slip
 The feelings turn fire, fully faded when the days end
 And lately I be getting worried, wonder where I'm staking
 The hunnids' in my heart can't pay the prices at the days end
 I'm tired of all the questions, and just paying for the same shit
 My Borealis dreams got your girl give me brain quick, yeah
 Dome coffee Mary j gone get me through the fucking day
 The slang throwing runaway, can't tell me that I ever changed
 My life longer thought it'd be, got good at dodging my mistakes
 Don't ever let the ones above you hold you in your fucking place
 And that's just how it go, we all playing the game
 We all out for the gold, we all out for the fame
 I ball out in the cold, I ball out in the rain
 It don't matter the goal, we all numbing the pain
 And that's just how it go, we all playing the game
 We all out for the gold, we all out for the fame
 I ball out in the cold, I ball out in the rain
 It don't matter the goal, we all numbing the pain