My First Time

Yeah
 I'm losing it
 My mind
 My lungs
 Are dying
 I'm losing it
 Listen
 My mind
 Okay I never used to smoke
 (I didn't)
 Until about sometime last year
 May or November
 I can't really remember
 My lover was a stoner
 She was always on some loud
 I tried to make her stop
 That she was moving with the crowd
 I wasn't proud
 She knew that she was killing herself and she didn't stop
 I never really understood the word, Addiction
 I never really understood the word, Love
 How it made me do
 What I promised that I wouldn't
 I'm becoming a smoker, because I tried to change another
 Well it's not the first time but this night
 Was first, that I got high
 I'm puffing on the Loud
 Like 2 puffs and 3 puffs
 My heart stopped beating
 I'm coughing
 (Coughs)
 Looking for the drink that I kept on the table
 Then I realized I couldn't find my hands
 Or my fingers, I was floating in sky
 Signs of me being high
 Nearly thought that I'd die
 Then I started confessing
 Even started saying Shit
 That was very depressing
 Then she started touching me
 Next thing I knew, we were sexing
 High sex, goddamn mehn that shit was amazing
 I'm all bout the truth
 Know my girlfriend gon listen
 So I better change the topic
 My love is very toxic
 So I broke up with the chick
 Not once but a lot of times, I don't want no beef
 If I ever cared about you, then I still do
 That's just me
 I am love, so I always give it out
 Thank God I found a new girl
 Who is better than my last girl
 Very tall, nice tits, hair like an African-American
 A true beauty
 I'm so proud having someone that don't nag
 All she ever do is love
 I'm her first, so she never had a past
 And she promised I'ma always be her last
 I'm soo scared that I'ma cheat
 I'm a man and its a curse
 Ima' try my very best
 To be the kind of man my dad wasn't
 I hope my music breaks records
 I hope I get a Grammy and
 A place to call my house, In every continent
 They tell me I'm so confident
 Looking in the Mirror, see a nigga with regrets
 Lost my virginity at age 13 to an aged 19
 Mehn I hit the pussy good
 That she even urinated on my bed
 I don't know, was it squirt? or was it pee?
 I could never understand
 But I wish I gave it up to somebody
 That I loved
 Yeah
 I'm pissed
 I'm pissed
 I'm pissed
 I'm pissed by a lot of things happening
 Sitting in my room and imagining
 What happened to my peers?
 And what happened to world
 Why we killing ourselves?
 Why we jealous of success
 I'm the greatest in Nigeria
 But see no need to stress
 When it's time I'm gone be known
 Mehn I know a lot of people
 But these people wouldn't help
 How I have a lot of friends
 But the ones I do not know
 Keep supporting me
 Fans turning family
 This my second Album
 If you listening then understand
 I could make a million songs
 I am never satisfied
 I'm what you call a Rap-aholic
 Okay my time is ticking
 Knowing I could die anyday
 But in the mean time
 I'm doing what I love, it's okay
 Look I ain't really have a lot
 But all I have is what I need
 And my mommy working hard
 To put the food up on the table
 Cause my daddy doesn't care
 He was richer in the past, could afford exotic cars
 All he ever knew was scamming
 He was making millions of it
 It's kinda funny but my daddy telling me to Scam
 There's a part of me that wanna
 There's a part of me that can't
 I just wanna make enough and know my family okay
 So when I have my own family
 I'd take them to the moon
 Shit I'm happy
 I'm lying
 I'm happy
 Your fake
 Unhappy, Stop lying
 Last time I got stopped by SARS
 I got slapped in the face
 I'm innocent
 The whole Nigerian system a disgrace
 Always asking us for money or
 We end up in the blogs
 Labelled as a criminal
 The real criminals for real are the Government
 They steal and they kill if it benefits their cause
 Well of course, we divided in Nigeria
 So nobody talking
 I wish Fela was alive
 A real man did the music from his heart
 Nowadays everyone just riding waves
 Only do it for the money
 But I do it for the streets and
 The people who can't see
 Let me be your ears and mouth
 I'ma speaker the greater truth
 I'ma keep on getting better
 Need to inspire the youths
 Happiness a state of mind
 Money happiness is only temporary
 It don't matter, you gon leave it when you die
 Can you stop fucking around and
 Keep your dick between your legs
 Treat your woman with respect
 Don't you ever beat a woman
 Even if she disrespects
 Move your mind away form social media
 That shit a lie
 I can teach you all I know
 I won't stop until yall grow
 God told me I'm a Gift
 So I leave you with this Present
 I reside in the future I'm Drims
 I'm Drims
 I'm Drims
 I'm special