Borderline Existence

The first time that you felt power
 You learned to kill them
 With your silence
 Iciness
 The flames behind my teeth
 Bite down
 Year of the dragon, the seer, the witness
 My crown
 Do I lead or obey?
 Am I a legacy?
 I really thought that I'd amount to something
 I should have known
 They'd get me in the end
 I really thought that I'd amount to something
 I should have known
 They'd get me in the end
 It drags me under
 I'm drowning in your blood
 And you know it's so much better there
 You didn't choose to enter
 Into this cold-blooded world
 But now you're here, it's too fucking late
 You don't know whether to lead or obey
 Borderline existence
 Unrelenting resistance
 I really thought that I'd amount to something
 I should have known
 They'd get me in the end
 I really thought that I would die a legacy
 I guess you win
 It drags me under
 I'm drowning in your blood
 Waiting for something to come, wake me up
 A perfect stranger standing in the flood
 And you know it's so much better