Kneeling Down

[Takala]
 Something what once was desired
 Turned into a thrill
 That should not
 Ever be
 Now I'm kneeling down, to ground
 I'm begging for the reasons
 I'm asking for comprehension
 I am crying out for explanation
 For all I've done
 There's no answer
 But my own weakness
 And I'm crying now
 The tears of this betrayal
 Reversed to cause
 So much deeper pain
 Than the others
 Could ever make me feel
 I thought I could
 Fight back the lust
 But I'm too weak
 The desire burns
 It's much too strong
 I've betrayed your trust
 How could you ever forgive me
 ...When I can't...
 All that's happened now, to me
 Just confusing, torturing
 How did I end up
 Like this
 As I'm dying now
 I hope I've paid for my deeds
 I tried to fight to make things right
 But for me the price was
 These wounds in my soul
 They won's heal