Falling Faster

I've been dodging all of my friends calls
 And I'm really sorry to 'em all
 But I've been losing it, going off of the deep end
 I don't know what the future holds
 Can't imagine myself growing old
 Feel like the whole world's collapsing around me
 I don't know what the hell to do
 I think my sanity is screwed
 Feel like I'm drifting alone in space
 I've been falling faster
 My mind is going numb
 Life is a big disaster
 I'm falling out of touch
 I've been having nightmares as of late
 Still better than being awake
 I hope I don't fall victim to myself
 Don't think my mind will ever change
 I think I might be stuck this way
 I've been falling, losing hope that anything could save me
 I think I might collapse real soon
 Burn out and stay inside this room
 I've been growing bleaker, weaker, fading every moment
 I've been falling faster
 My mind is going numb
 Life is a big disaster
 I'm falling out of touch
 I've been dodging all of my friends calls
 And I'm really sorry to 'em all
 But I've been losing it
 Going off of the deep end