Whatever This Is

I feel my heart shaking the ground
 As I see how I take the first steps of my own
 Silent sleeps a lost love in my past
 Just to wake the feelings that I once used to have
 Whatever this is it reminds me of my first breath
 The very first time that I ever felt alive
 Voices are calling from moments that've already passed
 Like you get back the feelings as if it's always the first time
 I feel my throath being cut by the pride
 Of a look into my newborn daughter's eyes
 Teardrops fall as I realize
 The last moments of my beloved mother's life
 Whatever this is it reminds me of my first breath
 The very first time that I ever felt alive
 Voices are calling from moments that've already passed
 Like you get back the feelings as if it's always the first time
 As time goes by rain is falling
 Down to earth and landing on ground
 Filling rivers following streams
 Breaking out becoming unbound
 Can't you see that I'm loosing myself
 So this is what life's supposed to be
 Whatever this is it reminds me of my first breath
 The very first time that I ever felt alive
 Voices are calling from moments that've already passed
 Like you get back the feelings as if it's always the first time