Letting Go (feat. Cameron Calloway)

If there's a million ways to say goodbye
 And then I've practiced a million and one times
 Yeah, read every card and letter that we wrote
 Like who the fuck is that person I think I used to know?
 And I'm not talkin' about you, I'm talkin' me
 Like I've been oblivious, the changes that are happening
 You ever wake up realizing that you fell off track?
 Look in the mirror and you got a stranger looking back
 Danger, danger, I'm really taking a toll this time
 And I'm bettin' and I believe, so my principals tryna toll the line
 I can't complain because it's probably just a phase
 When I know I have to explain it to my friends and they won't understand
 Energy drained from tryna blow on the flame, but I suffocated the oxygen
 I guess it didn't go as planned
 Standing at the years without a thought to where to go
 They say the life is pain, so fuck it, there's the road
 Spare the show, 'cause we already know the ending, huh?
 I heard the sound before I realized the door was shut
 You know what? I am fucked up
 But more than that, I'm so done with wearing it like a fuckin' badge
 I sold my soul but now I want it back
 Tryna recapture the feelings that I used to have
 Yeah, you want a murder? Then kill me first
 They say the death is really feeling worse
 But when I find out, I'll let you know
 I'm sorry, I'm not sorry for finally lettin' go
 I want to let you go
 But your love is all I know
 Won't you save me from my soul?
 The hardest part is
 Letting go, oh
 Letting go, oh
 Letting go, oh, ooh
 The hardest part is
 Letting go, oh
 Letting go, oh, ooh
 Yeah, and I know we probably could've work this out
 The second time, the third time, the fourth time around
 And it gets dizzy and then we back off, we act, wail, fuck up and then we back on
 Like how does that makes sense? I'm tryna level here
 I guess the water seeks its own and that's been crystal clear
 Today, to day is like the same and all the nerves are shut
 Then slur talk got you thinkin', you ain't heard a lot
 I used to fear the day you leave, but now it's worse to wait
 And tear me up like I've been rubbing on this grip tape
 I'm feeling misplaced, mismatched and misfiled
 I miss the old me, miss love and miss smiles
 Yeah, I can't explain the way you pull the strings but
 I'm not a puppet Geppetto, like what the fuck you think?
 You want a ring but only run me 'round in circles for it
 And got me stuck right in the middle, like a fucking chorus
 Of course it's not just you, I've got some issues too
 But this is not some shit that I need to fix with you
 You listen to all of these songs that you go find enlightenment
 But you can't even find me and I'm the one who writes it
 So light this, fire burnt down the bridge
 Cut these ties to the words on your lips
 And next time you speak of me I'll be gone, I'll be, gone
 I want to let you go (Wanna let you know)
 But your love is all I know (All I know)
 Won't you save me from my soul? (Save me from my soul)
 The hardest part is (Hardest part is)
 Letting go, oh
 Letting go, oh
 Letting go, oh, ooh
 The hardest part is
 Letting go, oh
 Letting go, oh, ooh
 The hardest part is
 Save me from my soul
 Save me from my soul
 The hardest part is
 Letting go, oh
 Letting go, oh, ooh
 The hardest part is
 Letting go, oh
 Letting go, oh, ooh