Goodnight

I'm not asking you to come out tonight,
 cuhs I wouldn't tell you what's on my mind
 in this bar
 so close to my heart.
 Well if you get drunk tonight and go act the fool,
 And if I'm drunk tonight
 I'm just drinking of you.
 So put up the chairs, throw me out of here
 Admit to my shadow that my greatest fear's to see you
 Walk in the door, cuhs I have nothing to say
 So am I a coward or is it some genetic defect
 that won't let me say I want you or words to that effect.
 Go to sleep
 Go to sleep and then
 when you're lying in your bed,
 you can dream of a friend who's not holding back, who's not holding on.
 Who's not holding out, always too long.
 Who's got something to tell you, as you're walking away,
 It's the look in his eyes like there's something he forgot to say,
 and'll never remember till you close the door.
 So put up the chairs,
 throw me out of here,
 Admit to my shadow that my greatest fear's to see you.
 Walk in that door, cuhs I have nothing to say,
 Except maybe goodnight.