Press On

I've been in my own way, closing off the area
 Grab a couple spray cans tagging all my barriers
 It's beautiful to change
 It's beautiful to grow into my name
 You open up your mouth and they don't look at you the same
 On that new way, time moving like Usain
 No time for no QNA
 They still drinking that Kool-Aid
 I'm half dead when I woke up
 Like I done dreamed the whole thing
 Find me picking my hope up
 I left behind them old things
 I be seeing all these rappers sing along with choirs
 When I came up on them choirs
 Man I gave up on them choirs
 The same song is haunting me I stay up when it's quiet
 My prayers hit the ceiling till I'm
 face up to them giants, go head try it
 You gon take me there, circumstance won't wish it on my worst homie
 Everything gon fall apart, still holding on and you first told me
 You first told me to live, and I responded by stealing from you
 40 pieces look real good, my stash full of that silver for me
 That fast money send killers for me, I won't last the weekend
 But Sunday keep on coming, and these people need a preacher
 I guess I got these vocal chords, though I look like Voldemort
 You'd scatter if I showed you more, trust me I still know the Lord
 I'm just tryna be human, why I always gotta prove it
 Tired of looking so perfect for you, maybe you can see through it
 Maybe I'm not perfect to you, maybe more like Judas
 Maybe I should just let it ride and find a way to get through this
 Don't know what I'm feeling at the moment,
 but I know I'm gonna be fine (Be fine, yeah)
 Surely I been reeling at the moment but I know that I'm gon get mine
 For the very first time in my life, I love who I see in the mirror
 Mirror on the wall I be like, nothing about you is mere
 Fairest of all of them, cherish the call on my life
 Miracle might be a mural, jump off the wall like I'm Mike
 Now I be wronging my rights, now I be doubting my fears
 Crying a fountain of tears, last time I called her my wife
 Last time I told her goodnight, last time I slept in my bed
 Yea I fled like I'm Jacob, broken leg like I'm Jacob
 I think she left cause she's afraid of
 All that baggage that I gave her
 I got too much love to hate her
 That open door, I'll see you later
 Oh Lord, I'm callin' on my Savior
 I might just fall in love with Shana
 I might just slide into my DM's, find me a female and a feature
 Struggle from AM to PM, shoot up the label when I see them
 (Straight up)
 I just wanna make music, what I gotta be
 Fake ones, I see thru em, it's Jacob and Judas
 I just wanna make music, I just wanna be human
 All of us just human, find love then lose it
 Weight on your shoulders, I don't know what to do with
 Tell me what we're doing, I don't know what we're doing
 Don't know what I'm feeling at the moment,
 but I know I'm gonna be fine (Be fine, yeah)
 Surely I been reeling at the moment but I
 know that I'm gon get mine (Get mine, yeah)