Hourglass

I feel crushed to pieces today
 Below average in every single way
 Like I bet it all without a hand to play
 So I'm breaking
 Breaking what I tried so hard to make
 Breaking down right now cause i can't wait
 Till I get home
 I feel empty in a way I never have
 Is there nothing living underneath my laugh?
 And every move I make choreographed?
 Cause I'm breaking
 Breaking down what took me years to make
 Breaking down right now cause i can't wait
 Till I'm alone
 There's no way to pay what i already owe
 I'm scared of the day that you wake up and hate me
 For letting you waste your youth on me
 While the years all pass like broken plans through the hourglass
 Like broken plans through the hourglass
 Like broken plans through the hourglass
 Did you know I wasn't someone safe?
 That I would waste more love than I know how to make?
 It's hard to build a future on my fate
 When it's breaking
 Breaking every dream you tied to me
 Breaking everything that we could be
 Till I'm alone
 There's no way to pay what I already owe
 I'm scared of the day that you wake up and hate me
 For letting you waste your youth on me
 While the years all pass like broken plans through the hourglass
 Like broken plans through the hourglass
 Like broken plans through the hourglass