Holding Out

My attention span is paper thin
 Can't stop from cyber spacin' out again
 Is this what I'm paying' for stayin' relevant this season
 My bank account looks more like an abyss
 Friends have been asking me am I having kids
 I guess stressin' out is how I'm gonna spend this evening
 'Cause I'm just a little bit sick of living for the weekend
 A little spent from treading water in the deep end
 I'm under pressure like Bowie with no way out
 'Cause I'm chained to this millennial treadmill
 And if the terrorists don't get me the stress will
 Oh, baby, I'm not holding on, I'm just holding out
 I've got my résumé lookin' lit
 College degree but nobody gives a sh-
 My future was brighter before I paid for this piece of paper
 I've got my dreams on pause in my head
 Fears slowly turning into my new regrets
 Hopefully I get back around to them sooner or later
 'Cause I'm just a little bit sick of living for the weekend
 A little spent from treading water in the deep end
 I'm under pressure like Bowie with no way out
 'Cause I'm chained to this millennial treadmill
 And if the terrorists don't get me the stress will
 Oh, baby, I'm not holding on, I'm just holding out
 I want something more than making ends meet
 More than the same week on repeat
 It's like a wave that I can't outrun
 I'm holding out 'cause I can't hold on
 I'm holding out 'cause I can't hold on
 'Cause I'm just a little bit sick of living for the weekend
 A little spent from treading water in the deep end
 I'm under pressure like Bowie with no way out
 'Cause I'm chained to this millennial treadmill
 And if the terrorists don't get me the stress will
 Oh, baby, I'm not holding, on I'm just holding out
 Baby, I'm not holding on, I'm just holding out