Wish Myself Away

I'm disguising all my whining
 With three chords and four four timing
 Line by line I realize
 I'm the same I was when I was five
 I'll admit to narcissism
 If it keeps me out of prison
 My situation is tragic
 Cause I can break a heart but not these habits
 I wish I was a little more confident
 I wish I had a little more of the "it" factor they say you need
 To amount to anything
 I wish I rocked a little harder
 Pushed the line a little father
 I wish that I was okay being me
 I wish I burned a little brighter
 Could make my heart a little lighter
 I wish I wouldn't wish myself away
 If I can't hide
 I'll victimize me with a thousand little lies
 I'll wrap my version of the truth
 Around the finger in my mind
 And when I doubt
 I'll write my confidence a check I know will bounce
 And it serves me right
 For not cleaning up after my mind
 I wish I was a little more confident
 I wish I had a little more of the "it" factor they say you need
 To amount to anything
 I wish I rocked a little harder
 Pushed the line a little father
 I wish that I was okay being me
 I wish I burned a little brighter
 Could make my heart a little lighter
 I wish I wouldn't wish myself away
 I wish I was a little more punk than pop
 A little less cotton candy rock
 And it's about time that I admit
 I wish I wrote better songs than this
 A little more hanging with my friends
 A little less stressing out again
 A little less Michael-fracking-Bay
 A little more point to my story
 I wish I rocked a little harder
 Pushed the line a little father
 I wish I wouldn't wish myself away yeah
 I wish I burned a little brighter
 Could make my heart a little lighter
 I wish I wouldn't wish myself away
 I wish I wouldn't wish myself away