Invective Vows Implied Consent

Most nights I dream about you dead
 I want to set fire to all our things
 How can you smother your own urge?
 I wish I'd never tried to integrate you
 I want to make you pay for all the soul I lent you
 I want you to confess, your life is safely soulless
 You've subdued your desire and everybody knows
 You think you're concealed but in your voice it shows
 Oh no, oh no
 In your voice it shows
 Oh no, oh no
 In your voice it shows
 (The worst thing you could be is somebody in love with me)
 You hate yourself
 Oh no
 And in your voice it shows
 Let us go back to the hotel
 I never knew that I could feel so tended
 Who knew one day I would wake up
 In a world that can retract its fortunes?
 I want you to admit you're so ashamed of yourself
 I know I'm one to talk, at least I try to own it
 You've siphoned my empathy and I want you exposed
 You think you're clean but in your heart you know
 Oh no, oh no
 In your heart you know
 Oh no, oh no
 In your heart you know
 (The thing you're running from is something we are all made of)
 You're one of us
 Oh no
 And in your heart you know
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 I can retreat no further
 As far as history goes, I'm dead
 But I have found God and He is insufficient
 All we do is abuse each other
 Where do you think he learned it, mother?
 Where do you think he learned it, mother?
 Where do you think I learned it, mother?
 Bloodless mutilation pierces bone and marrow
 My assimilation, tormentor fed infernos
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 Look into my eyes and say, "Why don't you cum like a good boy?"
 Spit in your hand and make
 And make me cum like a good boy
 You freaked out when I found a tissue you masturbated into
 I took comfort in knowing I wasn't the only thing
 You came into, crumpled up, and threw in the trash