The Healer

You see the masquerade has ceased but yet the party's just begun
 We are the ones to celebrate the face to face the self
 To make it from the pains to fact
 Of earthly ways, won't let another mask
 distract me from my new birth dates
 Cause I continue growth like hair and nails
 Not afraid to fail but if you're not given
 Keep on living life like presents given
 In the morning on Christmas as a ten year old
 I witness my two by two cell, created by me and my mind
 Now I'm out of hell, I'ma feel it go
 Can you feel my soul inside this song like a horcrux
 I go nuts, got goosebumps on my skin when I go in
 And then it's space time again, come along my friends
 I'm going on and on until the end
 Sweet, sweet pain
 Swimming around my brain
 When there's nothing left to gain
 And everything stays the same
 Pain means change
 Swimming around my brain
 When there's nothing left to gain
 And everything stays the same
 Sometimes pain is my healer
 I watch the free rain on my will like a dealer on the corner
 Trying to sell me comfort from my own feelings
 The thing that makes me human
 I'm fuming out the ears with fumigation for the earthlings
 My passion is the birthing
 I'm cursing those nursing from the bosom of the devil
 An outlaw on the threshold of mesmerizing art
 Who take a gander of a gypsy
 Just look my way and I got you
 I fly to get busy with many more minds than a million
 I'm building up to the ceiling
 Say yello, my fellows
 Just jump right in my slump might be the petro
 To bend you back to shape and get you peeling back layers of the retro
 You The old you is now dying
 Welcome to the strange, land of pain,
 Where man must change
 To make way for the next lane speedaway on the highway
 Byways, it's a fine day for change
 Sweet, sweet pain
 Swimming around my brain
 When there's nothing left to gain
 And everything stays the same
 Pain means change
 Swimming around my brain
 When there's nothing left to gain
 And everything stays the same
 Easily i approach the deck singing
 Yes, song of peace living with
 No regrets a captain of the ship
 Labled by the flag im flying
 Straight to God no denying
 I'm a odd in defiant yet poliant
 Male client of the fall banks
 Drifting in from state to state
 And beyong my great grandfather's
 Make my hollers heard in the heavens
 When i pollinate And politate
 I'm a finer breed must give myself
 A pat on the back sometimes
 The offset the beat downs
 That i serve myself so often
 An addict i claim It but i do not
 Let It dominate my state of
 Mind with hatered for my
 Short comings cause im
 A tall order fall shorter
 Perfect like I should
 Sweet, sweet pain
 Swimming around my brain
 When there's nothing left to gain