Heavy

(The whole 20)
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 I've gotten heavy, nobody wanna told me up
 Ain't asking for help, I'm stubborn and I know myself
 I've gotten heavy, nobody wanna hold me up
 Ain't asking for help, I should be strong enough to do it myself
 But I haven't slept in weeks, not a wink
 It must be all the drink
 Yeah, it keeps me up
 Makes me think, too much too deep
 I'm too young to feel this shit
 I wonder how I can hold my breath (one, two, three, four)
 I think the sky looks pretty
 Even though the weather's shitty
 I bet you right now
 That behind all the clouds are blue
 I'm telling you
 I think there's hope up there for me
 Maybe I can finally meet Amy
 Just gotta get out of this old city
 Trying to relax, kick back put on the TV
 Gave up on myself, started writing my CV
 And Jackie didn't help
 She's always talking money this and money that
 Get a job instead of sitting 'round and getting fat
 I haven't slept in weeks, not a wink
 It must be all the drink (drink)
 Yeah, it keeps me up
 Makes me think, too much too deep
 I'm too young to feel this shit
 I wonder how long I can hold my breath (one, two, three, four)
 I think the sky looks pretty
 Even though the weather's shitty
 I bet you right now
 That behind all the clouds are blue
 I'm telling you
 I think there's hope up there for me
 Maybe I can finally meet Amy
 Just gotta get out of this old city
 What's meant to be will be
 If I go under, don't save me
 I'm not afraid, no, I'm not afraid
 'Cause I bet I'll get played, better get paid
 Send it to my momma and my family estate
 Hit a billion plays, Label gets paid
 From another dead singer, but now you know my name
 I think the sky looks pretty (but now you know my name)
 Even though the weather's shitty (let it)
 I bet you right now
 That behind all the clouds are blue (behind all the clouds are blue, baby)
 I'm telling you
 I think there's hope up there for me (hope up there for me)
 Maybe I can finally meet Amy (meet Amy)
 Just gotta get out of this old city (gotta get out)
 Got to get out
 Got to get out
 Don't wanna be here anymore