Is It Just Me?

It's been way too long for me to find it this hard
 Sitting alone, my fingers picking the sofa apart
 In attempt to distract from the fact that I miss you
 I wonder if your friends have had to carry you home
 And stay for the night because they don't want to leave you alone
 Way before it was fun, it's becoming an issue
 I know it's cruel
 But I kind of hope you're tortured too
 Tell me does your heart stop
 At the party, when my name drops?
 Like you're stood at the platform when the trains cross
 Are you hurting? Yeah, you must be
 Or is it just me?
 Tongue-tied, screaming on the inside
 When I say that we broke up and they ask why
 Are you crying in the shower like a freak?
 Or is it just me?
 I heard a rumour you've been spending some time
 With that blonde girl you work with and I know she's exactly your type
 And my miserable mind's running wild with the picture
 Or are you there by yourself, dialing, redialing my number?
 And I'm calling your mother, spilling tears on my jumper again
 The way I am
 I know it's cruel
 But I kind of hope you're tortured too
 Tell me does your heart stop
 At the party, when my name drops?
 Like you're stood at the platform when the trains cross
 Are you hurting? Yeah, you must be
 Or is it just me?
 Tongue-tied, screaming on the inside
 When I say that we broke up and they ask why
 Are you crying in the shower like a freak?
 Or is it just me?
 'Cause this would be one whole lot easier
 God, I know that's selfish but it's true
 If underneath some calm exterior
 You're all fucked up too
 Tell me does your heart stop
 At the party, when my name drops?
 Like you're stood at the platform when the trains cross
 Are you hurting? Yeah, you must be
 Or is it just me?
 Tongue-tied, screaming on the inside
 When I say that we broke up and they ask why
 Are you crying in the shower like a freak
 With only cigarettes for company?
 Are you crying in the shower like a freak
 Or is it just me?