Just Pretend

In midnight, I wake at wired
 What's a girl to do if she's not tired
 feeling ache, hunger, low in tummy
 Mouth full of frackles, sure sounds yummy
 Getting hot and I'm feeling a little bit
 What I would give for your salty inviting scent
 I admit I'm scared to be on my own
 Though parents bragged I'm a kid who plays good alone
 Crunch up my blankie, put it between my knees
 I throw my towels and give it a good hard squeeze
 I just pretend, just pretend, just pretend you're there
 I just pretend, just pretend, just pretend you care
 To do my tummy, moving my head, it's around
 I want to scream but seem silly to make such sound
 I just pretend, just pretend, I can taste your sweat
 I just pretend, just pretend, you can hear my breath
 Aha, aha, aha...
 Boy, you're real smart that you didn't call or write
 My baby boy is a-a-a-alright
 I miss kisses in the morning light
 But haven't seen sun, learning to love myself tonight
 Aha, aha, aha...
 I hope you don't think its dirty
 To be so selfishly flirty
 My body and brain have been appealing
 From the sun its attempt feeling
 You never thought this girl could make such noise
 I never thought I'd have such fun, no help from boys
 You got me pinned up against these mirrored walls
 It's in my head, I don't worry about trips or falls
 I just pretend, just pretend, just pretend feel me shake
 I just pretend, just pretend, just pretend that this next parts not fake
 Aha, aha, aha...