Idk, My Bff Jill

Will I ever understand how anything gets done?
 I tied a knot in my heart for you, thinking that's what you wanted.
 I tried to make my voice sincere
 (tell everyone how hard it was)
 And anyway, I could never reach your ears,
 Like the weight of its wings were clipped when they hovered near you.
 Should I tie your arms afloat to its melody, and anchor my heart to you in hopes
 I'll climb out your mouth?
 I was so sure you wanted love,
 How could anyone find doubt?
 I tied a knot in my heart for you,
 Though it's not what you wanted.
 Wear your heart out
 Wear your heart out
 Wear your heart out
 I tried to make my voice sincere
 (tell everyone how hard it was)
 And anyway, I could never reach your ears,
 Like the weight of its wings were clipped when they hovered near you