Stay

if this is what rain on my skin feels like.
 I want to feel it forever, again and again.
 I thought it through: the same terrifying scenes
 in front of my closed eyes. I know I can't change
 anything of this but I want you to untie the knot
 that holds me to the ground. Now I know, I am lost
 without you. It's damn true, I feel useless without
 you. I watched my dreams die too many times.
 Please not this time. I promise I will never ever
 beg again, if you decide to hold my hand.
 My expectations will always stay memories of
 failures. That's why I wish you won't stay a
 line in a song, but a part of my life. All my
 time, I spend waiting and waiting for a light
 like you. Your appearance shines brighter than
 everything I've ever seen. You'd say I was
 looking for someone to fall in love. The
 fucking truth be told I was just searching
 myself. What a beautiful problem. What a
 beautiful nothing. Now it's me, on my knees.
 Alone and scared: I still hate these nights.
 You mean everything to me and you could
 change the way I am, as I would fucking
 let you do it.