Emptiness

Create all the vacuums, emotions silent,
 killed and smothered away
 Deep down I still feel the heat,
 I feed the flames and try to survive...
 Trying to get some strength from this never-ending apathy,
 It's finally turning against me,
 changing into sickness that I'll never prevail...
 Why can't I feel this? Why can't I feel me...
 In this emptiness I keep trying to resurrect
 In this emptiness I keep trying to resurrect
 Faced all the ghosts from the past,
 I never know they had so many names,
 I felt the accusations, in my neck like a parasite...
 I chase this guilt on my shoulder trying to make it better again,
 But it never helps anything, only weakens me
 and ives it more space to grow...
 Why must I feel this? Why am I feeling this...
 In this emptiness I keep trying to ressurrect
 In this emptiness I keep trying to ressurrect
 In this emptiness I keep on creating it...