Closed Call

should I write it down in ones
 should I write it down for someone to come and claim the winnings
 this day has fogged my thrill
 this day is just the same
 the combination has set the scene
 a frame not taken has coated the pill to stop a thought and just be
 if you're gone what's left still on if it's ever now the vision
 try to make the feel in yours
 turn around the table and feel
 it's no longer real
 this day will not see thrill
 this day will not look the same
 the combination will not fill my scene
 this frame was taken to choke my will to breath
 and be what we will read
 forgive me father...