Behold, Malevolence

I can feel it inside, begging as it's confined
 (To let it out of my twisted mind)
 Clawing at the walls of my skull
 (It's like I'm being sucked into a black hole)
 I'm trying my best, it's getting hard to suppress
 (How am I supposed to live like this?)
 Self-medication isn't working
 Like fuel on a fire it keeps burning
 I can feel it inside, begging as it's confined
 To let it out of my twisted mind
 Clawing at the walls of my skull
 It's like I'm being sucked into a black hole
 I'm trying my best, it's getting hard to suppress
 How am I supposed to live like this?
 Self-medication isn't working
 Like fuel on a fire it keeps burning
 Mundane, every day is the same
 Running from my past of shame
 A fake smile to hide the pain
 My veins are turning black, eyes roll to the back
 The urge to feed on your flesh grows stronger
 My skin is turning pale, peeling off my nails
 I can't suppress the urge any longer
 Behold
 Behold malevolence
 Behold
 Behold malevolence