Black Static (I)

Drowning in a sea of static
 Forbearance wearing thin
 Night was already long long before this
 The consistent patterns begin to blend once again
 Ever expending and full of regret
 All of my solace lies
 In skin I've shed and left behind
 I've been losing sleep
 Searching a meaning in anything
 I have thought I'd learned to
 Separate myself from the surrealistic void
 But now I see it's engulfing me
 And I've no rope to grab ahold
 Something so frail and fragile
 Was certain to never float at all
 Inevitability in this static sea
 We all dissolve
 Shifting along with the flow
 Existing simply to say so
 I've been losing sleep
 Searching a meaning in anything
 All of my solace lies
 In skin I've shed and left behind
 I've been losing sleep
 Searching a meaning
 Sweating swirling my descent
 I bend and contort
 Incredible black hole
 Torn into the fabric of the earth
 Distorting not only thought
 Compromising vision
 Great delusional mind
 In control of everlasting time
 And as the light from the sun washes over me
 I will never find relief
 I've held the world in my hands
 I couldn't keep it on my own
 On my own
 I've held the world in my hands
 I couldn't keep it all alone
 All alone