Demoralized

The past in my head
 And the pain takes place
 Our souls lost in space
 One day you will understand it
 Tears will run dry, not flow anymore
 Now I realize
 What has been is
 Just the mirror of my soul
 Disrupted by what I wanted
 And what I couldn't, what I couldn't do...
 No thoughts can demoralise me
 Clear silence touching my heart
 Looking at creation
 Content, still dreaming...
 One day you will see
 You've never been forgotten
 Just eternity can split us again
 My faithfulness doesn't leave me ...
 And sometimes I wish she'd be here ...