I Am Offically Playing God

Time after time again
 How many times I've decided this?
 I'm not your friend, I'm not your bro
 You are a pussy, decaying
 You are a joke
 Death at my front door with a rosary made of coke
 I'm on the run from what I've become
 Supposedly, this is when it's fun
 When everything is my last mistake
 I need a cyber bullet to my face
 What a beautiful beast I've become
 Path to tyrannical ruler begun (Yugh)
 I want destruction all over again
 For you, you, you, you, and your friends
 Stop everything 'cause you don't have a chance
 Throw away all of your shit in advance
 Dance with the devil with both of my hands
 Wrapped in my finger, she doing my dance
 Razor blade to my skin to break
 Yes, I tried to call
 But no one's awake
 They don't believe me when I'm off the shit
 Confidence fueling my incompetence
 Shooting at my brain, blowing up air space
 In a place where I want to break
 I can't quarantine, I'm my own mistake
 It's not your fault, though I say it is
 Yes it is, fuck you, you're a stupid bitch
 Shooting at your brain, I'll be your little escape
 Aye, baby, calm down, it's a joke
 Don't you love me? You need me, I know
 You'll never leave, I won't give you a try
 I'll be the reason you'll hate every guy
 All the anger in me over time starts surfacing
 What a beautiful beast I've become
 What a beautiful beast I've become
 What a beautiful beast I've become
 What a beautiful beast I've become
 What a beautiful beast I've become
 What a beautiful beast I've become
 What a beautiful beast I've become
 What a beautiful beast I've become
 Razor blade to my skin to break
 Yes, I tried to call
 But no one's awake
 They don't believe me when I'm off the shit
 Confidence fueling my incompetence
 Shooting at my brain, blowing up air space