loose ties

Hanging upside down blood rush to my head
 Lookin' at the window never know what's coming ahead
 Loose ties mind hangin' on by a thread
 Lose time thinking bout what's coming next
 I been waiting just for someone to push me over the edge
 Believe me, you need me
 But I-I-I-I
 Can't help but trip over the small things
 You call my bluff, don't give a fuck
 Just watch me
 Took the joke a little too far
 Out in my head
 Wring me out to dry by the ice on my neck
 Shootin' heroin with models
 Everybody's a mess
 I remember choking up about something you said
 I caught your bluff, you gave it up I saw it
 You threw me out, I knew you could I liked it
 I'm stuck here without ya, I wish you the best
 With or without ya, the world is a mess
 I been waiting just for someone to push me over the edge
 Believe me, you need me
 But I-I-I-I
 Can't help but trip over the small things
 You call my bluff, don't give a fuck
 Just watch me
 Right now I can smile baby I'm living large
 Late October, I remember yeah we met at the bar
 Happy for me now, tell me that I'm gon be a star
 One day you'll find out just who you are
 I don't wanna lie I feel like I'm slipping away
 New shit that I find somehow it gets in the way
 Saw in color but now my visions turning to grey
 And when it ends I have one thing left to say
 I been waiting just for someone to push me over the edge
 Believe me, you need me
 But I-I-I-I
 Can't help but trip over the small things
 You call my bluff, don't give a fuck
 Just watch me
 Took the joke a little too far, out in my head
 Wring me out to dry by the ice on my neck
 Loose ties, mind hanging on by a thread
 Lose time thinking bout what's coming next