self sabotage

I know you wanna see me, suffocate
 It's been so hard me to, concentrate
 I break it down and watch it, all decay
 I wish these stupid thoughts would go away
 I could help but I choose not
 Screamin' out from the rooftops
 Thinking bout the time that you've lost
 Happy it's over but at what cost?
 I could help but I choose not
 Screamin' out from the rooftops
 Thinking bout the time that you've lost
 Happy it's over but at what cost?
 I know she not in love with me
 She in love wit drugs
 Keep on poppin' X and O's
 Don't want no kiss and hugs
 Tryna get me jealous
 Postin' shit, bitch I don't give a fuck
 She said that I been her favorite one
 Please don't make me blush
 Actin' like a bad bitch
 I been on my own, yeah I been tryna break these habits
 I don't want your love, yeah you can have it
 Ay, hit me up and ask me what I'm on
 I just won't respond
 Pray to god they don't get me involved
 I'll just play along
 But that's exactly what you want me to do
 You wanna stop me? Go ahead make a move
 Runnin' out of time
 One day, I hope you'll be mine
 No I can't stomach it
 No I can't
 When I fall
 I'm hoping I land
 I could help but I choose not
 Screamin' out from the rooftops
 Thinking bout the time that you've lost
 Happy it's over but at what cost?
 I could help but I choose not
 Screamin' out from the rooftops
 Thinking bout the time that you've lost
 Happy it's over but at what cost?